So it's a little difficult to see and comment without cutting myself!
I tried a screen cover but there were too many glass shards for it to stick well :( Oh well, at least I didn't get in trouble for breaking it. It really was an accident and I was crying as I told him what I did because I felt terrible. He assured me that it was no big deal, he loves me more than his phone, lol. What I wanted to share tonight was a short "story" that I wrote for my husband a little while ago. I was trying to explain how I was feeling at the time but I couldn't do it because it just upset me, so I had to pretend it wasn't me. I pretended that He and I were just character from one of my stories. Can anyone here identify?
Once upon a time there was a woman who missed a Man. She was a slave who missed her Master, a pet who missed her Owner, a wife who missed her husband, a slut who missed being used, a naughty little girl who missed her strict disciplinarian, a submissive who missed her Sir, a queen who missed her King. She was used to having decisions made for her, being watched closely, and being given instructions and orders. She was also accustomed to obeying this Man, for if she didn’t she knew that she would be punished. You see, she loved this Man she missed more than anything in the whole world, and he loved her too. He showed his love to her every day by seeing areas of her life that she struggled with and helping her change them. More than just a Man, He was her creator too, molding and shaping her through loving discipline, helping her become the person they both knew she could be. Now, I know it sounds like a lot of work that the Man was doing, and it was. But it was not without benefit for Him as well. His woman could be whatever he needed her to be, he only had to command it. Helping His woman overcome her stumbling blocks in life made Him think about His own actions. She always looked at Him with stars in her eyes, and truly if you asked her, she would tell you that the sun rose and set with Him. The trust she put in Him to guide her through life made Him very aware of his own moral failures and triumphs, so that he too was constantly becoming a better person.
But lately the Man had withdrawn a bit, not guiding and disciplining his woman the way he usually did. This made the woman begin to feel insecure about her place in the world. She knew that the Man loved her still, though he didn’t show it in all the ways he usually did. But knowing and seeing are different things. She wanted to be truthful to the Man when he asked her what was wrong, but she thought it would only upset him to hear the truth so she said “nothing”. The woman tried her best to be patient and bide her time until the man returned to his true self, but emotions continued to overwhelm her. Every time the Man failed to discipline or lecture or instruct her, a voice rang out in her head: “He doesn’t love you”. Every time she lay in bed, unused, the voice repeated: “He doesn’t love you.” Her head knew this to be a lie, but her heart was not always so wise. But still, she pushed the voice aside and after many tears, banished the voice again and again.
At any command he gave her, her heart surged with happiness. With every infrequent correction, she nearly swooned. These things were tangible proof of his love! She would try harder to be patient and wait for him to come back to her.