tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post8361161136657354803..comments2022-12-11T00:49:07.123-08:00Comments on Kink- Fiction and Non-Fiction: Processing EventsRiver Wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-84124825737569553232014-06-10T10:10:35.685-07:002014-06-10T10:10:35.685-07:00Hi Brooke,
I am doing fine, thank you :) After t...Hi Brooke, <br />I am doing fine, thank you :) After talking, practicing, laughing, and living....things are good. River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-89429205612769063192014-06-09T10:31:33.309-07:002014-06-09T10:31:33.309-07:00:(. Hope you are doing better.:(. Hope you are doing better.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-37981073134807981232014-06-04T16:26:54.677-07:002014-06-04T16:26:54.677-07:00Hi Blondie,
I am doing much better today. In truth...Hi Blondie,<br />I am doing much better today. In truth it was major emotion overload, I just didn't realize it at the time. Thanks to the great comments from all you ladies in blogland, I figured it out!River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-12538892551892286652014-06-04T08:44:43.745-07:002014-06-04T08:44:43.745-07:00It's easy for others to look at the big pictur...It's easy for others to look at the big picture but not so easy when you are in the middle of it. I understand the spanking part. We have been there. And I would guess that the crying part was just from emotion overload. Maybe the quiet time and writing this post will help, it gives you time to settle your mind and have some peace. It is like you are writing about me and something that has Blondiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10990349853331249894noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-52972151781273949232014-06-04T08:20:12.305-07:002014-06-04T08:20:12.305-07:00Hi Nina,
You didn't misunderstand at all, actu...Hi Nina,<br />You didn't misunderstand at all, actually. In fact you summed it up perfectly. Ash didn't pay as close attention as he should have, and I didn't communicate (or realize) my fragile mental/emotional state. It truly did suck! But I asked for a do-over because leaving it that way just felt wrong, and because I didn't feel that emotional release yet. It just felt River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-20884146324391563742014-06-04T08:01:45.618-07:002014-06-04T08:01:45.618-07:00Hi Willie,
It's funny, because what you wrote ...Hi Willie,<br />It's funny, because what you wrote makes me want to facepalm myself and say Duh! If I were to read this about someone else I would have said the same as you, but for some reason it never crossed my mind until I read your comment, that I had a months worth of stress to release. I truly didn't realize that I had been "stuffing", because when there are kids around River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-47869351262608232932014-06-04T07:46:05.691-07:002014-06-04T07:46:05.691-07:00Yes, exactly subkitty! We are learning everyday, a...Yes, exactly subkitty! We are learning everyday, and it's not always "peaches and cream" in ttwd :-)River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-5644878134638820102014-06-04T07:43:21.121-07:002014-06-04T07:43:21.121-07:00Hi Cat,
We don't have a safeword, as I am expe...Hi Cat,<br />We don't have a safeword, as I am expected to tell him right away if something's wrong, as I usually do. I'm not sure I would have used a safeword here though, or even been able to with my face stuffed in a pillow :-(<br />And your right, that things aren't as resolved as I want them to be, as it's an ongoing situation. Thank you got your prayers and kind words!River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-38053826006056520772014-06-04T07:37:15.633-07:002014-06-04T07:37:15.633-07:00Thanks AB,
I am feeling better this morning :-)Thanks AB,<br />I am feeling better this morning :-)River Wildhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12914080438490765849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-63700642928698745112014-06-04T05:38:39.790-07:002014-06-04T05:38:39.790-07:00River, I feel for you and I am so sorry for this h...River, I feel for you and I am so sorry for this hard time you go through at the moment. <br />After weeks with many children in and barely a moment for yourself, everything must have changed. And I am sorry to say this, but getting this spanking, after going a longer time without the real deal, must have sucked. I do believe that Ash surely meant no harm, but I also have this impression that he stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-29370913282496048252014-06-04T05:07:54.665-07:002014-06-04T05:07:54.665-07:00Well if I could just take a 'stab' in the ...Well if I could just take a 'stab' in the dark, I would suggest that your tears appeared for a release. When we are living in a fishbowl ( and I suppose I should clarify and say me) 'we' don't realize that we stuff a lot of our stresses down. Recently ( and i was eventually going to get around to posting about this) I had tests done and apparently I was shaking. The tech, williehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01907855123777628267noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-42626023867460411812014-06-04T02:04:00.233-07:002014-06-04T02:04:00.233-07:00So sorry to hear that you went through this.
It ha...So sorry to hear that you went through this.<br />It happened a couple of times with us as well....<br /><br />I guess its a part of the TTWD. We learn and evolve from this....<br /><br />❤subkittyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01217409161371573223noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-10451029532100280152014-06-03T22:38:33.899-07:002014-06-03T22:38:33.899-07:00Hey River...So sorry it's been a strange and u...Hey River...So sorry it's been a strange and unsettling time for you. Hope Ash watches a bit more closely...you two might consider using a safe word that you could use if you were not in a good head space...he would stop to see what's going on and could then continue after a discussion. This might save you both a lot of hurt and frustration.<br /><br />I have to wonder if part of your Cathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14266606975978680188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4849992677630992610.post-8838580693240021952014-06-03T22:01:46.702-07:002014-06-03T22:01:46.702-07:00Sometimes things just happen and hope you are feel...Sometimes things just happen and hope you are feeling better.Tiffanyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04805071633671355739noreply@blogger.com